ChaChaChaChaaaanges......

There have been many. Divorce,forclosure, busness failure, house hunting. Not all the change has been negative. There has also been laughter, togetherness, tenacity and possible future relationships. Kids seem to have so much resilancy. Not only do they make it though, they make it through joking. With all the things I put them through I really do think that they will thrive and adapt. They are tough. They are loved. I'm trying to relearn allowing them to fight, scream and make a mess. It isn't easy after so many years of trying to stop and muffle it but we are having a good time. Hopefully sometime soon I am able to be here with them more, have us fall into a routine and make some wonderful memories.

Spring....

Viva thinks about me

I started working in a restaurant again and have to accept this crazy schedule that keeps me away most nights for the past two weeks. I came home after another double and found this in the refridgerator.

Today...

What can make you feel your years. Your baby getting older. 7 years ago today I was waiting to greet my surprise baby. I love her and what she brings into our lives (a lot of laughter and kisses). I look at her now, my baby, how big she is getting. Happy Birthday Viva Divine Inez Scully!

Throwing DOWN on the rink....

(On way home talking about the 'almost rumble' at the skate rink.)
Gavin: It would be cool it I had a ray gun and pointed it at them and froze their pussy and....
Me: What?!
Gavin: Froze their pussy.
Me: What?!
Gavin: You know, their group of friends.
Me: Their POSSE!